Journey

My emotions are false
Says my guru
From
Years before his grave

His words bite,
Acid through ego
Little self wakes and
Roars her voice raw
It feels like watching
A fight and knowing
The petty self, hung up
On pain and endless self pity
Is fighting for her life
Her grip on me lost, one
Tentacle at a time

I am not my fear
I am not my loss
I am not my pain
I am only what is
Eternal
The quiet watcher who
Sits and looks
At the tiny, lost one
Her wisdom is found in
The whspers hidden
Underneath the powerless
Shouting

Breathe
Calm now
Exhale
Calm now

The quiet is in me
And I know, she
Doesn’t whisper, all
She does is be
There
Experiencing
Always loving
No matter what I do

Silence
Silence now
Body warms up to
Love
Endless
Stll
Body feels like swaying
Quietly
As if drifting
On an ocean of
Calm.
Quiet.
Peaceful.

I know my calm
My peace
Helps the world more
Than angstly
Shouting.

Quiet
Breathe
Still
Exhale

Body translucent
Light flows unhindred
Out from my core

Panic tries to enter
I smile and let go

Silence
Flow
Beauty
Flow

Love is with me
Unwanting love
Just present, contours
For my closed eyes

Silence
Breathe
Love
Breathe

Silence
Breathe
Joy
Exhale

I am the world
I am her center
Her heart beats
In my chest

Silence
Magic
Breathe
Exhale

sylvia

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